October 10th, 2010

Moving Day

Hi all, just posting to let everyone know whats going on.  You probably wont see me around for the next two weeks because we moved from Oregon to Arizona.  The move was actually quite stressful as most of you can imagine from my previous posts discussing the idea of moving and why.  Two months ago we had decided to move and we told my mom two weeks in advance so they could spend time with us and say good bye etc, yea its hard for anyone to see family move away, but my external family (mom, sister, etc) flipped out!  They tried holding an intervention to brow beat me into staying!  Coarse thats how they force me to do anything I dont want to, they verbally beat their ideas into you.  Anyways like usual I caved and we stayed, I couldnt handle the anxiety and stress.. my stomach is already like swiss cheese due to the alarming number of ulsors due to everything thats been happening.

So two months later brings us to today, we moved!  The only difference is this time since I proved my external family couldnt handle this maturely, we simply didnt tell them.  I know its bad but have you read my posts?  It really was the only option.  Anyways so by the time you read this we are already in Arizona getting settled in, once we get there i'll write a letter to my external family and tell them whats going on.  Coarse they are going to hate me but thats something I have accepted.  If they are reading this, which I doubt, but if they are.. I am sorry, sorry to my sweet sweet sister Marissa, my sister Faye, my brother Joey, my sister-in-law Laura, my nephews Jeffory, Trefor, Tyler, Wilson, Jay-Jay, and my Niece Luci.. I love you all and I will stay in touch.  We'll come back next year and visit, infact I plan on coming to see you all every year.

As for my friends Jason and Justin, I am sorry I didnt tell you sooner, I couldnt risk this secret slipping out.  Not that it would or what not but.. I didnt tell anyone period so dont feel left out.

Anyways now that I opened pandora's box.... the secret's out and no turning back.  I wish this didnt have to be this way but I already tried this the responsible way by telling people weeks in advance but they couldnt handle it maturely.  For those that the immaturity issues doesnt apply, I am so very sorry.

XOXO

Sara